Erika came over tonight for dinner- her and Nathan are on the skids- It was really good seeing her again after all this time. as good of friends as I think her and I could be, there always seems to be something in the way of us doing so. I only hope that she has the courage to to stick with her decision to leave that no good ass clown for good this time. Erika, you have so much of your life ahead of you- you're only 23, and there is no point in wasting any more of your time on him. He isn't worth it- you know that. Change, as scary and uncertain as it can seem at times, can be a good thing...

My dad called today and told me that Paula (my dad's wife) was pissed because she thought I took a couple of bottle of wine from their cellar and that I took a picture of all of us from Ireland (which I did), and that I needed to call her and apologize. I did so, just for my dad. I was so close to just calling her a pathetic excuse for a person..... her own son walks all over her, so she feels the need to complain to my father about some of the shady shit that I have done. He own son yells at her and humiliates her in front of everyone, and she does nothing. I take a coupld of bottles of wine (out of the HUNDREDS that they have) and all of a sudden I need to be 'delt with'. What a pathetic little bitch. Had Mathew taken anything, it would never even have been brought up. I sure as shit hope they're not planning on me coming up there for X-mas this year. They can fly to Vegas to attend the wedding of a distant niece of my dad's during thanksgiving, but they can't drive down 5 hours to visit me, in the four years I've lived here. Kiss my monkey ass! And on top of that, you buy me a shitty 90 dollar watch from Kohl's for X-mas. I think after that little slight that I have every right to take anything I want from you, you insecure little wench. You just go on letting your own son treat you like a door mat- getting all high and mighty on me won't make you feel like any more of a person. I feel sorry for you- you're a pathetic excuse for a person, and even more of a disgrace as a mother. And don't just take that from me- your own sister whole heartedtly agrees- she told me so last year during thanksgiving. Fuck you, bitch. Dad, the fact that I called to apologize to that siveling little cunt is a testament to how much I love you.

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